Verse 1: Not enough time in my hourglass. Apologized a thousand times, and now you're mad. Drop our past? Fuck it then. I take all that back. I can never really blame you for when you say "You're such a coward, Brad." Love is a battlefield. I'm but another fallen soldier. Never thought I'd be the one to get shot down. Up until I called and told her. How I felt. Are you drunk? I swear to God I'm sober. I went missing, you grew distant. And we both got older. Heart held closer. Afraid someone will shatter it. But I don't blame her. Men nowadays are savages. And it's a shame cause all I wanna do is capture it. This beautiful disaster just happens to be tragic bliss. And yeah we talk now, but shit, we don't ever say much. Like, how your day was, and a whole lot of motherfuckin fake stuff. And, you kinda cut me down. Showed me what I was really made of. So now I fall asleep. Hoping I don't ever wake up. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Verse 2: It won't come easily. But please believe in me. I know what regret means. I know where secrets lead. I didn't mean to let you down when I wasn't everything you dreamed I'd be. I gotta be honest, I don't know what the hell you see in me. Patient, yet not trusting of deliverance. I've seen it all before from every summer love to winter kiss. My inner mix is innocent with the simple wish to grip your wrist. And feel the imperfections of your fingertips. Kinda wanna go back, cause we never really had a turn. Even if we fall apart. Even if we crash and burn. But I'll be glad to learn. You can bet I wanna follow through. Watch the world, as it turns. You can bet I wanna give it up all to you. You don't wanna die alone or live with someone you're not happy with. And I think it's safe to say commitment's something you don't dabble in. I wrote this note to you, but never planned to send. Passionate by accident. Truly yours, amethyst.